Solution Cruelty

Solution Cruelty

Oh, the pain of sobriety,
Slowly crawling into my head!
I feel a part of society,
A few months before, from which I fled!
What am I to do? Tell me!
Relief I desire from this treacherous misery!
All these people, greedy with greed,
Surrounding me, their voices, drenched with trickery!
No, no more! To you I must turn again,
You are cruel, but I am left with not a choice,
Temptation you instill in hearts of men,
And plenty turn to you, to listen to your voice!

So the fumes of madness I do consume,
As peace has not satisfied me today!
Yes! This pungent yet attractive perfume,
That keeps me breathing, and with my mind childishly plays!
These noises, these thoughts,
I have heard them, seen them, somewhere before!
This vague blur, these little dots,
Everything changes, so quickly, vaguely, am I on the floor?
Will this ever end? Will sobriety be mine again?
And just then, I drop down, and see clearly once more,
But now I am being raised yet again,
These fluctuating feelings, knocking on my mind’s door!

It is only through this distorted vagueness,
That the power of my mind I truly understand!
And only through this illusionary world,
That my mind in wisdom infinitely expands!
Monotonous this act has finally become,
As I stop but only to start once more,
For these playful feelings I severely desire,
And into these feelings my thoughts I pour!

Ah! So society wrote to me and said,
“Stop this madness or you shall perish!”
But I looked into their eyes, and pointed at their heads,
“My comrades, keep praying with your faithful parish!”

They scourged me, hurt me, tormented me,
Begging and pleading me to stop!
But it is this that I will eternally fail to understand,
Of how within the realm of society, man has reached the top!
An overrated system of administration,
Is what society is and always has been,
Thriving on lies and principles foolish,
Yes, evil, hatred and corruption dwelling within!

So, I turn to you, to you,
Take me from here, play with me,
Make these people different and new,
Tell me I am someone I never can be!
Twist my thoughts, put forth puzzles,
And I shall solve them, one at a time,
From witless society, have my mind muzzled,
And make my life meaningful and sublime!

Society my darling, do you wish to stop me?
How can I explain to you, these wonderful things!
All these which you never can see,
These hoops, colors and invisible rings!
I understand that you always loved me,
And wished only to make happiness in me full,
But if only tell I could, I most definitely would,
About the chanting in my head, “Pull, Pull, Pull!”