The Rape Case Of Alicia Krihetsenova
Somewhere within the realm of this world,
I lay beside her lost in her splendor,
And I gaze into those sweet sparkling eyes,
And slowly to her magnificence weakly surrender!
I hold her hand and innocently declare,
That eternally will I, be beside her,
Beneath the million stars that upon us stare,
I kiss her gently, my sight turning into a blur!
So the minutes run by, as we grow in love,
This mythical angel forcefully conquering my heart,
Her enrapturing beauty which I am unworthy of,
Never will we dwell in this world apart!
I watched the three men tormenting her,
Viciously salivating at her divine beauty,
Exploiting her womanhood, as I try to deter,
But they pound me with their hands, oiled and sooty!
I weep to the heavens that I pray are true,
Cause left I am with not a choice,
My love, my Alicia hurt and blue,
Tears of blood inside as I hear her helpless voice!
These men spat out from the fiery depths of hell,
Destroying my princess, the conqueress of my life,
Her screams of pain and such disgust no man can ever tell,
The heavy tears welling in my eyes, the horrific scourging strife!
These evil men stealing her holy chastity,
The blood in my veins begging to escape,
They beat her to the ground, the cruel torture,
Her cries, her cries at the feet of these merciless apes!
She cries out my name, ever so loudly,
The three men murderously beating her still,
Then slowly they let go of her, turning towards me,
Spitting at my head, watching my tears spill!
I gaze up at them, noting all their features,
Imprinting their appearances on my mind,
They lay their feet on my blood drenched head,
But my eyes fixed on my Alicia as to the men I remain blind!
They leave, as I so slowly crawl,
Towards the angel who upheld my soul,
Red and bloody are the surrounding walls,
As I hold her in my arms, feeling her tears roll!
She runs her fingers through my hair,
Her hands slowly weakening their warming grip,
Then her eyelids do what I cannot bear,
Closing forever as a beat my torn heart slowly skips!
So the days went by my emotions forming,
A pool of sorrow, an ocean of misery,
Revenge I sought every minute from then on,
On the sick wicked bastards who upheld treachery!
The spirit of Alicia never departed from me,
And always I felt her, keeping me warm,
She moved with the wind yet always beside me,
When the flowers were at glory, or a black threatening storm!
So came the sunrise, that finally instilled in me,
The maddening rage to murder, the insane thirst to kill,
With revenge in my heart, I walked forth,
Seeking for the soldiers who glorified hell’s will!
For years I searched, and still I searched,
For the blood in me would never stop boiling,
But never would come even a single minute,
When Alicia left me in my times of roiling!
Then came a day when I sighted one of the three,
I slowly lurked at the borders of his fortress,
Waiting for the opportune moment,
As my mind drifted away into a sorrowful reminisce!
Then I raced towards him, raging and murderous,
I dug my weapon into his neck, feeling his blood splatter,
I spat at his body lying dead at my feet,
And then hacked him into a cake-like batter!
I left his home, seeking for the other two,
My arms bloody red, my mind little appeased,
Even the spirit of Alicia could do no hindrance,
In my path of murder, that caused me pleased!
Then came the day when I sighted the other two,
Without refrain I moved towards them,
Driving my weapon into their heads,
Speaking of the acts that had them condemned!
The cries of Alicia swam in my mind,
They caused me violent on the accused,
Singing a song of great hurt and sorrow,
I ripped to pieces them who had my love abused!
Stepping on the bloody paste that lay on the ground,
I shed tears of immense grief,
Then I walked ahead releasing it all,
My temper of revenge found great relief!
The spirit of Alicia lives in my heart,
Keeping me company when sorrow finds its peak,
From my presence she is never to depart,
Always with me, my heart never to fall weak!
So the minutes run by, as we grow in love,
This mythical angel forcefully conquering my heart,
Her enrapturing beauty which I am unworthy of,
Never will we dwell in this world apart!
Friday, April 24, 2009
Friday, April 17, 2009
The Druggie and the Nun
The Druggie and the Nun
In this world of contradiction,
Perfectly fit do they,
Two with varying convictions,
One curious and the other who prays!
But then in the middle,
There’s Nigel to see,
The solution to the riddle,
The only one there could be!
She indulges in prayer,
When sorrow finds its peak,
She is heaven’s glowing solitaire,
Pious, obedient and meek!
And then there is her,
Curious and adventurous,
Devoid of limits and fear,
Striking her sister preposterous!
And then in the middle with his innocent voice,
Dwelling between a drastic contrast,
In his years of transition to women from toys,
Little Nigel, growing tremendously fast!
Lawful in society she peacefully exists,
With the creator at heart, His will at mind,
The rosary gracefully rolling at her wrists,
Few of those gems the church wishes to find!
But then she who believes not in boundaries,
Exploring worlds beyond the normal,
Considering this world an abandoned foundry,
Rebuilding it to her desires, limitless and paranormal!
But then between with his heart-capturing smile,
Unknowingly binding the demarcated two,
Cruising along the years of life truly worthwhile,
In the dark space of separation, causing the hue!
And then the rain poured,
Causing the air chill and vicious,
The wind raged and the thunder roared,
Lightning bright and severely malicious!
A cup of tea and The Bible at hand,
She gains wisdom within her room,
Learning of what the Lord has for her planned,
Yearning for righteousness and a life of bloom!
But a few feet away in a world of her own,
Comfortably sprawled watching the skies,
Exploring her mind, at peace and alone,
Untouched by the world’s laws and lies!
And then between it all running around,
With numerous things in his mind to share,
Regulating tempers to levels safe and sound,
The perfect combination, so necessary yet so rare!
In peace and felicity they shall proceed,
With desires so different, yet hearts so close,
Wishing to carry out such diametrical deeds,
Living behind the same, yet different doors!
A mix of two extremes, yet the perfect blend
Similarities so few, considered there are none,
But to the other always they remain a friend,
With Nigel in the middle, the druggie and the nun!
In this world of contradiction,
Perfectly fit do they,
Two with varying convictions,
One curious and the other who prays!
But then in the middle,
There’s Nigel to see,
The solution to the riddle,
The only one there could be!
She indulges in prayer,
When sorrow finds its peak,
She is heaven’s glowing solitaire,
Pious, obedient and meek!
And then there is her,
Curious and adventurous,
Devoid of limits and fear,
Striking her sister preposterous!
And then in the middle with his innocent voice,
Dwelling between a drastic contrast,
In his years of transition to women from toys,
Little Nigel, growing tremendously fast!
Lawful in society she peacefully exists,
With the creator at heart, His will at mind,
The rosary gracefully rolling at her wrists,
Few of those gems the church wishes to find!
But then she who believes not in boundaries,
Exploring worlds beyond the normal,
Considering this world an abandoned foundry,
Rebuilding it to her desires, limitless and paranormal!
But then between with his heart-capturing smile,
Unknowingly binding the demarcated two,
Cruising along the years of life truly worthwhile,
In the dark space of separation, causing the hue!
And then the rain poured,
Causing the air chill and vicious,
The wind raged and the thunder roared,
Lightning bright and severely malicious!
A cup of tea and The Bible at hand,
She gains wisdom within her room,
Learning of what the Lord has for her planned,
Yearning for righteousness and a life of bloom!
But a few feet away in a world of her own,
Comfortably sprawled watching the skies,
Exploring her mind, at peace and alone,
Untouched by the world’s laws and lies!
And then between it all running around,
With numerous things in his mind to share,
Regulating tempers to levels safe and sound,
The perfect combination, so necessary yet so rare!
In peace and felicity they shall proceed,
With desires so different, yet hearts so close,
Wishing to carry out such diametrical deeds,
Living behind the same, yet different doors!
A mix of two extremes, yet the perfect blend
Similarities so few, considered there are none,
But to the other always they remain a friend,
With Nigel in the middle, the druggie and the nun!
Screamjack's Theory Of "Distinctive Perception"
Screamjack’s Theory Of “Distinctive Perception”
Has it ever begun to strike our minds of the ignorant limited and stubborn world we live in?
Why is it when we look around all we see is a world governed by limiting rules, rules carved with the chisels of minds unknown to us?
Why is it that this world always finds a hindrance in the critic? And why is it contradiction always succeeds in hammering us before the finish line?
It is clear that all man wishes to seek is his purpose here, and in the process explore this world of infinite possibility!
It is clear instead of finding the pros in contradictive ideas man always wishes to prove himself, right instead!
The human mind is a machine of immense power, with capabilities beyond the imagination of anyone.
We perceive things to be the way we understand them to be, but necessary it never has been that a neighbor should understand it the same way.
The working of the human mind varies from specimen to specimen.
I believe that I sit on a chair, because that’s what I was told when I was young. I was made to understand, that such an object served as a comfortable means to sit down, and today, if ever I am in the need to sit, I look for a chair, because that’s how my mind has been tuned.
If instead I was taught the chair is a means of self-defense, I would look for a chair each time I found myself in trouble!
But to the human society, knives and guns serve as better means of self defense, so that is what we are thought, and that is how we perceive these objects to be.
How am I to know if the red I’m seeing appears green to another?
This is where the world has been struck hard by a massive hindering wall!
Since we are limited to the perspective of our eyes alone, we fail to understand what others see, and understand what others believe. Instead, to feel secure, we stand up for our ideas, and try proving them right! And there in comes contradiction, which causes the distance between people and feelings of separation and there in the cause to quarrel.
People are stubborn, and that fact is clear cut! We need to open ourselves up, and learn that we are to accept even the thoughts and ideas of everyone around in order to co-exist peacefully.
Each person’s mind has a unique method of perception. We use graphs in order to understand scientific and mathematical theories. This is because these statistical representations offer shorter and easier means to understand what we wish to learn!
A bar chart might help in the case of an individual, and a pie chart in the case of another, as the methods of perception of these minds vary.
Religion and Spirituality
Religion! What the hell is religion?
Why these idols? Why all these prayers, rituals and meaningless celebrations?
And if there exists such variation in religion how am I to know which one is right?
The truth is, whether we desire it or not, there does exist a power up there which governs us all, a power which is the reason of our existence, a certain energy,(as we can perceive it to be) that is always watchful of the proceedings of everything around us.
But such an understanding is much beyond the human mind, and still remains a mystery.
To make things easier, we draw charts, and graphs, and in this case, we refer to idols, prayers and rituals! Whatever the power that exists above is deserving of our attention and respect, and to be respectful of this power, we do it in methods and forms that are understandable to us! There comes the concept of religion!
This is why we constantly here the phrase, “There is only one God, and all religions are pointing only to this one God!” And true it is indeed. People of the world come from different cultures, and various backgrounds and their minds perceive this eternal power in infinite ways.
But our world is stubborn, and every individual wishes all around him to look the way he does, eat the way he does, believe the way he does and live the way he does! This leads to communal conflicts, which further leads to bloodshed, and then tragically the loss of lives due to such a despicable yet childish misunderstanding!
Are we this childish to let such contradictions hinder a peaceful co-existence?
Are we humans, the peak of evolution and the ultimate in intelligence so witless and dull to let such mere misunderstandings come in the way of happiness and peace?
If we are, I reject Science! I reject the solidest of theories laid down by men of great prestige! I reject the government of the day! Cause never will I surrender to a society that pretends to be wise!
Many people I know reject religion and uphold spiritualism, if I think twice, I find no difference! Spiritualism is just another method of considering the power that governs us! Its methods vary drastically with those of religion, but the destination is, always has been and always will be the same!
Are the spiritualists out there going to criticize me and tell me that the religious fanatics out there just fear a non-existent power, and they are foolish?
What is the objective of spiritualism? It is to attain spiritual enlightenment and understanding of what is beyond this life and the origin and purpose of breath!
What’s the objective of religion? It is to attain a complete understanding of God, and of what lays waiting for us beyond this life! Isn’t God the origin of man? Don’t the books like The Bible, The Quran and The Vedas teach us of the purpose of life and means to attain peace and happiness with oneself?
We live in a world of infinite contradictions, but these are just hindrances in the journey.
Our destination is the same, but we tread paths that are radically different! To live in peace, what we need is to broaden our powerful yet weak minds and humble ourselves to understand and respect what others around see and believe!
This is my perception of the world in which I live in.
It might occur dull and obtuse to you but that is how your stubborn mind perceives it to be.
What we see is reality to us, but it might be completely different to someone else. Just learn to open up and give a little space, the world would be a way better place.
Has it ever begun to strike our minds of the ignorant limited and stubborn world we live in?
Why is it when we look around all we see is a world governed by limiting rules, rules carved with the chisels of minds unknown to us?
Why is it that this world always finds a hindrance in the critic? And why is it contradiction always succeeds in hammering us before the finish line?
It is clear that all man wishes to seek is his purpose here, and in the process explore this world of infinite possibility!
It is clear instead of finding the pros in contradictive ideas man always wishes to prove himself, right instead!
The human mind is a machine of immense power, with capabilities beyond the imagination of anyone.
We perceive things to be the way we understand them to be, but necessary it never has been that a neighbor should understand it the same way.
The working of the human mind varies from specimen to specimen.
I believe that I sit on a chair, because that’s what I was told when I was young. I was made to understand, that such an object served as a comfortable means to sit down, and today, if ever I am in the need to sit, I look for a chair, because that’s how my mind has been tuned.
If instead I was taught the chair is a means of self-defense, I would look for a chair each time I found myself in trouble!
But to the human society, knives and guns serve as better means of self defense, so that is what we are thought, and that is how we perceive these objects to be.
How am I to know if the red I’m seeing appears green to another?
This is where the world has been struck hard by a massive hindering wall!
Since we are limited to the perspective of our eyes alone, we fail to understand what others see, and understand what others believe. Instead, to feel secure, we stand up for our ideas, and try proving them right! And there in comes contradiction, which causes the distance between people and feelings of separation and there in the cause to quarrel.
People are stubborn, and that fact is clear cut! We need to open ourselves up, and learn that we are to accept even the thoughts and ideas of everyone around in order to co-exist peacefully.
Each person’s mind has a unique method of perception. We use graphs in order to understand scientific and mathematical theories. This is because these statistical representations offer shorter and easier means to understand what we wish to learn!
A bar chart might help in the case of an individual, and a pie chart in the case of another, as the methods of perception of these minds vary.
Religion and Spirituality
Religion! What the hell is religion?
Why these idols? Why all these prayers, rituals and meaningless celebrations?
And if there exists such variation in religion how am I to know which one is right?
The truth is, whether we desire it or not, there does exist a power up there which governs us all, a power which is the reason of our existence, a certain energy,(as we can perceive it to be) that is always watchful of the proceedings of everything around us.
But such an understanding is much beyond the human mind, and still remains a mystery.
To make things easier, we draw charts, and graphs, and in this case, we refer to idols, prayers and rituals! Whatever the power that exists above is deserving of our attention and respect, and to be respectful of this power, we do it in methods and forms that are understandable to us! There comes the concept of religion!
This is why we constantly here the phrase, “There is only one God, and all religions are pointing only to this one God!” And true it is indeed. People of the world come from different cultures, and various backgrounds and their minds perceive this eternal power in infinite ways.
But our world is stubborn, and every individual wishes all around him to look the way he does, eat the way he does, believe the way he does and live the way he does! This leads to communal conflicts, which further leads to bloodshed, and then tragically the loss of lives due to such a despicable yet childish misunderstanding!
Are we this childish to let such contradictions hinder a peaceful co-existence?
Are we humans, the peak of evolution and the ultimate in intelligence so witless and dull to let such mere misunderstandings come in the way of happiness and peace?
If we are, I reject Science! I reject the solidest of theories laid down by men of great prestige! I reject the government of the day! Cause never will I surrender to a society that pretends to be wise!
Many people I know reject religion and uphold spiritualism, if I think twice, I find no difference! Spiritualism is just another method of considering the power that governs us! Its methods vary drastically with those of religion, but the destination is, always has been and always will be the same!
Are the spiritualists out there going to criticize me and tell me that the religious fanatics out there just fear a non-existent power, and they are foolish?
What is the objective of spiritualism? It is to attain spiritual enlightenment and understanding of what is beyond this life and the origin and purpose of breath!
What’s the objective of religion? It is to attain a complete understanding of God, and of what lays waiting for us beyond this life! Isn’t God the origin of man? Don’t the books like The Bible, The Quran and The Vedas teach us of the purpose of life and means to attain peace and happiness with oneself?
We live in a world of infinite contradictions, but these are just hindrances in the journey.
Our destination is the same, but we tread paths that are radically different! To live in peace, what we need is to broaden our powerful yet weak minds and humble ourselves to understand and respect what others around see and believe!
This is my perception of the world in which I live in.
It might occur dull and obtuse to you but that is how your stubborn mind perceives it to be.
What we see is reality to us, but it might be completely different to someone else. Just learn to open up and give a little space, the world would be a way better place.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Psychedelic Transcendence
“Nobody stopped thinking about those psychedelic experiences. Once you’ve been to some of those places, you think, ‘How can I get back there again but make it a little easier on myself?’” – Jerry Garcia
"In the beginning we were creating our music, ourselves, every night . . . starting with a few outlines, maybe a few words for a song. Sometimes we worked out in Venice, looking at the surf. We were together a lot and it was good times for all of us. Acid, sun, friends, the ocean, and poetry and music." – Jim Morrison
"I believe that with the advent of acid, we discovered a new way to think, and it has to do with piecing together new thoughts in your mind. Why is it that people think it's so evil? What is it about it that scares people so deeply, even the guy that invented it, what is it? Because they're afraid that there's more to reality than they have confronted. That there are doors that they're afraid to go in, and they don't want us to go in there either, because if we go in we might learn something that they don't know. And that makes us a little out of their control." – Ken Kesey
"Of greatest significance to me has been the insight that I attained as a fundamental understanding from all of my LSD experiments: what one commonly takes as 'the reality,' including the reality of one's own individual person, by no means signifies something fixed, but rather something that is ambiguous—that there is not only one, but that there are many realities, each comprising also a different consciousness of the ego. One can also arrive at this insight through scientific reflections. The problem of reality is and has been from time immemorial a central concern of philosophy. It is, however, a fundamental distinction, whether one approaches the problem of reality rationally, with the logical methods of philosophy, or if one obtrudes upon this problem emotionally, through an existential experience. The first planned LSD experiment was therefore so deeply moving and alarming, because everyday reality and the ego experiencing it, which I had until then considered to be the only reality, dissolved, and an unfamiliar ego experienced another, unfamiliar reality. The problem concerning the innermost self also appeared, which, itself unmoved, was able to record these external and internal transformations. Reality is inconceivable without an experiencing subject, without an ego. It is the product of the exterior world, of the sender and of a receiver, an ego in whose deepest self the emanations of the exterior world, registered by the antennae of the sense organs, become conscious. If one of the two is lacking, no reality happens, no radio music plays, the picture screen remains blank." – Albert Hofmann
Psychedelic Transcendence
These distorted patterns,
Floating lightly above,
Optic representations of my feelings,
My desires, my phobias and love!
Slowly swirling, slowly curling,
Then swooping down towards my feet,
Fuelling creativity, stimulating thought,
The images swim hastily and then repeat!
And then the sunlight brighter than before,
Causing unusual sly-faced expressions,
And then the birds chirping, the rhythmic chirping,
And every speck of my mind in a state of regression!
These little things, these shapes and figures,
I analyze in ways to me now so strange,
My eyes begin to observe the littlest of aspects,
All my emotions, thoughts and feelings symmetrically arranged!
And then I twist them with the tips of my fingers,
And re-arrange them with the blink of an eye,
And suddenly inside, another rush of hallucinogen,
And then lost in a distant world, where wingless I can fly!
The rhythmic flow of water somewhere nearby,
Towards which I wander, anxious, curious,
And then I see a marvelous fountain,
Surrounded by angelic women with expressions spurious!
And suddenly they swerve all around me,
Stroking my emotions, caressing my cheeks,
And then suddenly they dissolve into colorful waves,
And then my mind feels worked it has for several weeks!
Suddenly I see where really I am,
Then slowly return to the inner dimension,
Again begin the intense thoughts in my mind,
Till over them all I gain a masterful retention!
Every perception of my ears,
Induces a powerful current in me,
And then an image into which I swim,
And suddenly a realization which sets me free!
This new dimension, this incomparable discovery,
A world which offers a sense of transcendence,
A world where realizations made resemble rules being laid,
Then the state of ataraxis, and then emotional ascendance!
As the hours race by the realizations build,
A notion of wisdom captures my existence,
Then slowly it all fades away, dissolving in the wind,
Yet the sky will never seem the same again, after this Psychedelic Transcendence!
Screamjack
"In the beginning we were creating our music, ourselves, every night . . . starting with a few outlines, maybe a few words for a song. Sometimes we worked out in Venice, looking at the surf. We were together a lot and it was good times for all of us. Acid, sun, friends, the ocean, and poetry and music." – Jim Morrison
"I believe that with the advent of acid, we discovered a new way to think, and it has to do with piecing together new thoughts in your mind. Why is it that people think it's so evil? What is it about it that scares people so deeply, even the guy that invented it, what is it? Because they're afraid that there's more to reality than they have confronted. That there are doors that they're afraid to go in, and they don't want us to go in there either, because if we go in we might learn something that they don't know. And that makes us a little out of their control." – Ken Kesey
"Of greatest significance to me has been the insight that I attained as a fundamental understanding from all of my LSD experiments: what one commonly takes as 'the reality,' including the reality of one's own individual person, by no means signifies something fixed, but rather something that is ambiguous—that there is not only one, but that there are many realities, each comprising also a different consciousness of the ego. One can also arrive at this insight through scientific reflections. The problem of reality is and has been from time immemorial a central concern of philosophy. It is, however, a fundamental distinction, whether one approaches the problem of reality rationally, with the logical methods of philosophy, or if one obtrudes upon this problem emotionally, through an existential experience. The first planned LSD experiment was therefore so deeply moving and alarming, because everyday reality and the ego experiencing it, which I had until then considered to be the only reality, dissolved, and an unfamiliar ego experienced another, unfamiliar reality. The problem concerning the innermost self also appeared, which, itself unmoved, was able to record these external and internal transformations. Reality is inconceivable without an experiencing subject, without an ego. It is the product of the exterior world, of the sender and of a receiver, an ego in whose deepest self the emanations of the exterior world, registered by the antennae of the sense organs, become conscious. If one of the two is lacking, no reality happens, no radio music plays, the picture screen remains blank." – Albert Hofmann
Psychedelic Transcendence
These distorted patterns,
Floating lightly above,
Optic representations of my feelings,
My desires, my phobias and love!
Slowly swirling, slowly curling,
Then swooping down towards my feet,
Fuelling creativity, stimulating thought,
The images swim hastily and then repeat!
And then the sunlight brighter than before,
Causing unusual sly-faced expressions,
And then the birds chirping, the rhythmic chirping,
And every speck of my mind in a state of regression!
These little things, these shapes and figures,
I analyze in ways to me now so strange,
My eyes begin to observe the littlest of aspects,
All my emotions, thoughts and feelings symmetrically arranged!
And then I twist them with the tips of my fingers,
And re-arrange them with the blink of an eye,
And suddenly inside, another rush of hallucinogen,
And then lost in a distant world, where wingless I can fly!
The rhythmic flow of water somewhere nearby,
Towards which I wander, anxious, curious,
And then I see a marvelous fountain,
Surrounded by angelic women with expressions spurious!
And suddenly they swerve all around me,
Stroking my emotions, caressing my cheeks,
And then suddenly they dissolve into colorful waves,
And then my mind feels worked it has for several weeks!
Suddenly I see where really I am,
Then slowly return to the inner dimension,
Again begin the intense thoughts in my mind,
Till over them all I gain a masterful retention!
Every perception of my ears,
Induces a powerful current in me,
And then an image into which I swim,
And suddenly a realization which sets me free!
This new dimension, this incomparable discovery,
A world which offers a sense of transcendence,
A world where realizations made resemble rules being laid,
Then the state of ataraxis, and then emotional ascendance!
As the hours race by the realizations build,
A notion of wisdom captures my existence,
Then slowly it all fades away, dissolving in the wind,
Yet the sky will never seem the same again, after this Psychedelic Transcendence!
Screamjack
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Cruising In The Sunshine
A new discovery, a new dimension, where reason, logic, and other manly illusions have no place!
Cruising In The Sunshine
The pool of my memories,
In which I move rapidly,
Searching for my soul,
Searching for my soul!
And deeper within myself,
In a mind destroyed by sorrow,
I swim like the wind,
Healing the portions,
Destroyed by sorrow,
Destroyed by sorrow!
My fingers quivering,
My feet shivering,
My eyes wavering,
Presence of mind lowering,
The molecules in me escaping,
Escaping, slowly, ever so slowly,
And then returning, quickly returning,
Returning as fast as the sunlight!
Suddenly dawn it is,
And my heart is splitting,
Splitting in two, three, four,
Her evil clutches, letting go,
Slowly letting go,
And the peace of freedom enters,
Slowly entering,
The vibrating currents swimming,
Twisting, turning in accord to an unknown will,
And suddenly piercing my chest,
Now swimming deep in my mind,
And suddenly causing numbness,
Numbness! In my toes, in my fingers!
The evils done to me,
Which I wish to avenge,
With ease I peacefully do,
For the power of my mind,
The power! The power of my mind,
Is of such abundance, and greatness!
All the actions I sinfully desire,
I do with just the re-ordering of my thoughts,
These internal vibrations,
Seducing my mind,
Seducing my mind,
Seducing my mind!
And then I see the path of wonder,
Drenched with the empowering sunshine,
I tread it with rapidity unknown to man,
I tread it with glory, my hands floating in the air!
And then the sun, absorbs me,
As I dissolve into a cool breeze,
Directed towards the glorious sun!
The glorious sun! The marvelous sun!
Away from the curses of sobriety,
In a world of light,
A world of currents!
Looking into the eyes of my mind,
Then playing, playing, playing!
The cells of my skin,
Slowly begin,
To ascend from the layers that lay beneath,
And my eyes lost in hypnotic visions,
Lost in thought, Lost in thought!
This world of infinite possibilities,
This mental cleansing,
Where all sorrow flows out,
Slowly, slowly, never to return ever again!
Spiritually enlightened, emotionally lifted,
Her clutches on my heart will never stand again!
Now, and for a little while more,
Here I will remain, cruising,
Slowly cruising, losing myself,
To peace, to happiness,
In this ocean of enlightenment,
In this mind-caressing light,
This it is that I desire,
To swim, swim and cruise,
As I lose myself to complex thought,
When I am cruising in the sunshine!
Cruising In The Sunshine
The pool of my memories,
In which I move rapidly,
Searching for my soul,
Searching for my soul!
And deeper within myself,
In a mind destroyed by sorrow,
I swim like the wind,
Healing the portions,
Destroyed by sorrow,
Destroyed by sorrow!
My fingers quivering,
My feet shivering,
My eyes wavering,
Presence of mind lowering,
The molecules in me escaping,
Escaping, slowly, ever so slowly,
And then returning, quickly returning,
Returning as fast as the sunlight!
Suddenly dawn it is,
And my heart is splitting,
Splitting in two, three, four,
Her evil clutches, letting go,
Slowly letting go,
And the peace of freedom enters,
Slowly entering,
The vibrating currents swimming,
Twisting, turning in accord to an unknown will,
And suddenly piercing my chest,
Now swimming deep in my mind,
And suddenly causing numbness,
Numbness! In my toes, in my fingers!
The evils done to me,
Which I wish to avenge,
With ease I peacefully do,
For the power of my mind,
The power! The power of my mind,
Is of such abundance, and greatness!
All the actions I sinfully desire,
I do with just the re-ordering of my thoughts,
These internal vibrations,
Seducing my mind,
Seducing my mind,
Seducing my mind!
And then I see the path of wonder,
Drenched with the empowering sunshine,
I tread it with rapidity unknown to man,
I tread it with glory, my hands floating in the air!
And then the sun, absorbs me,
As I dissolve into a cool breeze,
Directed towards the glorious sun!
The glorious sun! The marvelous sun!
Away from the curses of sobriety,
In a world of light,
A world of currents!
Looking into the eyes of my mind,
Then playing, playing, playing!
The cells of my skin,
Slowly begin,
To ascend from the layers that lay beneath,
And my eyes lost in hypnotic visions,
Lost in thought, Lost in thought!
This world of infinite possibilities,
This mental cleansing,
Where all sorrow flows out,
Slowly, slowly, never to return ever again!
Spiritually enlightened, emotionally lifted,
Her clutches on my heart will never stand again!
Now, and for a little while more,
Here I will remain, cruising,
Slowly cruising, losing myself,
To peace, to happiness,
In this ocean of enlightenment,
In this mind-caressing light,
This it is that I desire,
To swim, swim and cruise,
As I lose myself to complex thought,
When I am cruising in the sunshine!
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