Addiction Contradiction

This is how works a substance influenced mind! And for all of you who are ignorant enough to disrespect such a mind, take a minute more to try and understand!

Addiction Contradiction

Is it worthy of your shallow dimwit?
That I impart to you this song I have writ!
If a part you are of the ignorant and foolish,
Read not what lies below, for it may seem a blemish!

All that I consume,
These heavenly sweet fumes,
Trigger my mind in directions unsought!
But this is what I please,
To lay down and talk to trees,
And let these substances have my feelings wrought!
Victim of addiction I am called,
When they see me so peacefully sprawled,
On the roads of the regular world, losing myself to my own mind!
Insults they hurl right at me,
Ignorant fools why don’t they see?
That it is only this state of mind that helps, with true peace to bind!
It is not involuntarily,
That I carry out these acts so merrily,
But of my own wit and will that I plunge myself into the outside world,
Work does this deceptive world,
On twisted bases, further twirled,
On vague distorted beliefs and rules, of logic to me that is never unfurled!

Simple warmth is which I seek,
But to chance that is an effort too bleak,
For this world runs beneath the desires of cold-hearted men!
So to see which my mind perceives not,
Instills peace in my heart when in distraught,
So these desirable gifts I do consume time and time again!
When in dark corners I childishly cry,
Wining for help heaving hopeless sighs,
The truth reveals itself to me of how loving this marvelous world is!
The pain of abandonment eating me,
Piercing my heart so cunningly,
I am seeking, seeking, wandering and searching for the attainment of that heavenly bliss!
Illusive love spreading like fire,
Falsely satisfying heart-felt desires,
Cheating the world like a slowly crawling filthy venomous snake!
The image of true love cruelly distorted,
Innocent hearts, destroyed and contorted,
Left without shelter, abandoned and alone in the midst of countless snow flakes!


Sorrow in excess conquering me,
Will it ever wish to set me free?
Am I to live in these cruel shackles for all of eternity?
Never! Never will I let this be!
From this dastardly horror I will flee,
Escape I will from the chains and shackles of the curse of sobriety!
Perpetually I will soar so high,
Spreading my immortal wings to fly,
With the aid of these wondrous gifts, offered by nature my love,
Perceiving the world in ways never thought,
Seeing everything around as what they are not,
A satisfaction of all of my desires, as I soar higher and higher to the heavens above!